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[Jul 26 2004 ![]() 11:05pm] |
Heyooo, It's been this way for a while but i was just too lazy to get a banner until now. Thanks to Nicole i can continue to be lazy and yet have a banner at the same time! If you find me interesting just leave me a comment and i'll add you more than likely :).
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| I'm gaining more of an appetite... Yay for me. |
[Apr 13 2004 ![]() 08:40pm] |
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Yesterday nothing really happened, lets see... Got free chips and a quarter after 2nd when this girl freaked out at the vending machine and walked away. I also left during 4th period when i felt kinda sick.
Oookay, today started kinda gloomy do to the rain, i normally like the rain but it pissed me off this morning because it got my pants all wet and my hair wasn't cooperating. Ah well, no biggie.
1st period felt bad for Whitney while Cruz bitched at her continually. 2nd had a bagel and chocolate and sat around and talked for a bit. 3rd we watched "Save the Last Dance" in the girls locker room laying down on mats. Before 4th i had yet another conflict with this person i had a problem with a couple months back after the "comical yelling" thing. I swear everytime i turn around their mad at me cause i bust about something they've told me, which RARELY happens with other people. Why must we always butt heads? Why this person?! Whatever, that got me angry so i wasn't chill again until lunch when i got this cool neck key chain thing from an army guy and took a walk with Narch to alleviate my anger. 5th took notes and 6th went over "Forrest Gump." Ehhh, not a bad school day overall.
After school Danny and i walked to Moe's, despite the drizzle that would get heavier and thin out periodically. Got there and spent a while deciding what we were getting. I always feel weird when i go up to order this one taco i like considering that it is called "The Ugly Fat Guy." "Excuse me sir, may i please have an ugly fat guy?" Yeah, no... Haha. We sat down and ate and talked, and my buddy Sean, or "S" came in since he was going to give us a ride there for a while. A bunch of people we're going to come but they all wimped out, oh well, Danny and i were the only two COOL enough to go, SO THERE! j/p :) Anywho, we called my dad to pick us up and he drove Danny since his dad wanted him home quick.
When i came home i ate some more, watched tv, and eventually started homework. I've been eating a lot more lately, hmm, maybe i'll get to 100 pounds finally before my birthday?! Yeah i know its unlikely after 6 months with no change but eh, i can hope right?
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| Easter for the bad jew |
[Apr 11 2004 ![]() 05:05pm] |
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Had to leave Ellice's last night, came home and went online for a while. This morning i woke up and my family headed to my grandma's for easter. I'm such a bad jew, but as i said before, i've decided i'm not going to follow traditions. I listened to Brand New on the way up, the cd was exactly the length of the car ride. Ate, got chocolate bunnies, talked to my family, and headed home around 1:30 because golf was going to be on and my dad wanted to watch it. Listened to NFG, Yellowcard and ATL on the way back. Got home and updated things on my LJ and went online. Sorry this entry is so boring. Nothing happened, as you can see. I found it funny that my aunt thought i was in 11th though and yet my uncle whom shes married to thought that i was still in middle school. Homework time... Joyus isn't it?
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[Apr 10 2004 ![]() 09:42am] |
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I didn't realize it was possible to feel so bad and yet be happy at the same time. Like i'm happy where i am right now and i had a good time last night. I'm even away from a lot of my problems and yet i still can't be happy. Why? Why must i feel like i'm stuck falling? I hate hurting, i hate the fact that i can't smile for the hell of it. Life doesn't feel the same. I don't feel the same. Waiting for deadlines or the next thing over and over.
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| I want a crepe |
[Apr 09 2004 ![]() 12:18pm] |
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Thursday morning got up and was in a really upsetting mood. My mom said i should go to school so i went anyways and put on my happy face as best i could. 2 quizzes in a row but my math one was easy because we had a sub and she couldn't have cared less of what we did so everyone pretty much aced it. Brooke and i complained to our PE teacher in 3rd about how we should have gotten A's on our report cards. Talked with Narch during lunch, felt really emo, but we saw a cool bird... Satire quiz in L.A. and the teacher was telling us about how some kid told her he was cheating. Good job dumbass, if you cheat and get away with it, GET AWAY WITH IT, don't tell the teacher... After school chilled with everyone at the tree a while then headed over to Ali's. We just talked and ate peanut butter and jelly on bagels. My mom picked me up and i explained to her that i didn't find myself to be any religion really, that all in all everyone pretty much just believes in a central entity. So i find it fine to just be a good person and believe in this entity and not have to follow any kind of procedures to get closer to this entity. Therefore oh well, i broke passover, i don't find myself any less "in touch" with God. Came home and Blair and i decided to go shopping. Quick shopping run since she was going out with Jon but we had a really good conversation throughout the quick trip. Came home about an hour later, watched "The Sandlot" and craved a crepe the rest of the night. May be heading to Ellice's for the weekend later hopefully. I need asylum.
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[Apr 07 2004 ![]() 05:29pm] |
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In a wierd mood. Woke up late today, went to Cruz where she called this kid, god i would NOT want to be on the other end of that line, scary shit! Got my report card, all A's except for a B in spanish and PE, ridiculous eh? Didn't do any homework last night so i BS-d my way through my day and ended up perfectly fine. Something funny in PE, i was joking with a friend of mine and this guy was flirting with her and an AP walked up so he stopped, so she joked that she could've screamed rape and he would've had to let go, so i'm like "yeah you know... rape not being a crime on wednesdays and all" and she thought i was serious... Ha. In lunch i broke passover, i'm a bad jew. Afterschool chilled with some buddies, Zakk had an empty threat, at least i hope. When i got home there was a raccoon in my front yard... Just sitting there... I'm so glad we have no school friday, break ended too quickly.
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[Apr 06 2004 ![]() 05:40pm] |
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Uh, lets see... Quick run through of the days since i updated...
Wednesday went bowling and then to the park with Danny, Donny, Becky, Richie, Alexis, and i think their names were Ryan and Andrew? I did pretty good at bowling for once and Becky and i went on the swings for a while.
Thursday went out with Rachel to lunch at Johnny Rockets, got cheese fries and milkshakes and then walked around window shopping and trying on dresses for the hell of it. We saw dressing room attendants climb walls like spiderman, it was amazing and hilarious at the same time.
Friday Danny came over and we watched hardball and ate pizza.
Saturday morning went to my mom's friend's son's bar mitzvah where i was forced to dance by the DJ guy and got my knees run raw playing "the pepsi/coke game". Later in the night went with Danny to see Hellboy which was... Uh... Interesting i guess is the most accurate word, i've never seen anything like it honestly, haha. Saw Adrian and Ellice a little while later. We were both incredibly tired so i passed out almost as soon as i got home.
Sunday i went to Danny's around 6 for a family barbeque. Well we both thought it was a family barbeque, it ended up being a birthday party for his older brother without a barbeque, had a good time, met a lot of people, i didn't really meet most of them honestly, i would just smile and say hello. I finally saw a mooghal and saw part of the animatrix! Score!
Monday night family came over for passover. (Happy Passover to all the Jews!) Blair made it bareable for me. Thank jou Bwair. I think i'm gonna end up breaking it this year, it gets harder every year considering it seems most of my eating now is done out of my home. We took a bunch of pics on our new digital, maybe i'll put one or two up here later. The constant back and forth anger in my family gets to me sometimes, so i'm kinda aggravated right now but whatever.
Today was normal, got my classes for next year, everything i wanted, at least i think, not definite about drivers ed yet. Got photography so that should be interesting and fun. I've been looking into directing or something in film for my future lately, i have immense interest in it, not sure why. 6th period we got to watch SNL all period, i think i'm gonna like this permanent sub.
I feel i should put something here about what i've learned from life lately, but i'm not entirely sure what i've learned. I guess just lately i've realized that the people who will always be there for you know when their needed most and just act, you don't have to go to them about your problems. I wish i could put that in words that make sense, then again, i've never been good with writing exactly what i meant?
P.S. - Thank you to lintsay (LJ user) for the icon. My fraggle rock is gone though :(. I didn't expect that
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| I had to get all excited BEFORE the parties didn't I? |
[Mar 31 2004 ![]() 01:53pm] |
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Ehhh anywho, had a bit of a sore throat the whole day before Danny's saturday, figured it would go away. I showed up and some friends of his were already there. A bunch of us sat down to watch Monty Python and the Holy Grail (3rd time Danny and I had seen it that week but whatever.) I started to feel worse so i began to pass out on the lazy boy. Danny brought me to his room, he said it would be quieter in there and i could sleep. He sat with me for a while and then i told him to go back to his party and have fun. Desi, Zack, Estee, Ali, Rudy, other Zack, Taylor, Mike and a couple other people came in and sat with me or sat on the other bed and just talked. Desi and Estee were being all motherly and Esthers like "You're all being to loud! Get out or be quiet!!!" I told Esther that she should leave because she was leaving for England in a couple days and I didn't want her sick. I slept for a while after everyone left the room and then Ali came in cause she felt lonely and we talked, more like she talked and i would listen cause i wasn't in a very talkative mood. Danny had been coming in and out of the room, bringing me tylenol and checking on me and stuff. I started to feel really sick and started to cry and Danny comes in and goes to Ali "uh oh, are those tears?" and sits next to me and comforted me. I swear just him being there made me feel better. Ali left and he just sat with me reassuring me. Taylor's mom came a little bit later and took Taylor, Ali and i home. Sunday i obviously didn't go to Dolaya's and Monday couldn't go to the fair, i ended up having strep throat. AGAIN. Tuesday night Sara came over and hung out with me, we listened to music and just chilled. Tonight not definite yet but hoping to see Danny, haven't seen him since Saturday. Thank you to everyone who sat with me and made me feel better, i love you all :). Much as i can't stand going to the doctor, i always end up better for it, WOO HOO!!! Hopefully the rest of break will kick ass :)!
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| Itsssss UPDATE TIME!!! |
[Mar 27 2004 ![]() 09:11am] |
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Spring Break has kicked major ass so far. Thursday at school was fine, uhhh, 2 food periods, finished the pig disection, had to write some crappy apology letter to this sub which i completely BS-d, watched the end of Lord of the Flies which SUCKED and found out i got an A in 4 of my 6 classes, don't know about the other two but i'm hoping for a B in Cruz and should get an A in PE even though she says i didn't dress a million and 2 times, SCREW HER!!!
After school i was going to go to the youth fair with Danny, Donny, Richie, and everyone else under the sun who was going to go. Plans fell through, after a bunch of not fun stuff which made me sad I ended up at Ali's which made me mucho happy! Ali, Danny, and Taylor were there and we drank what Ali considers "chocolate milk" and the rest of us consider a milk shake, hahaha. Taylor left to get ready, Amanda showed up, and we went to Sunset after watching bits and pieces of Monty Python and the Holy Grail. We walked around for a bit, ran into Nicole, Nicole's buddy and Steven and then Zack. Zack, Ali and Amanda went off one way so Danny and i ended up lost so we just wandered around for a while. Taylor called and we met up with her and Carolyn. Rest of the night Danny and i kept getting left behind but we still enjoyed each others company. Saw Donny, Richie, Becky and i think his name is Billy. We met up with everyone else on and off and later Ali's parents took Carolyn, Taylor, Danny and i home.
Friday morning i'm dancing around my house listening and singing along to music when my phone rings, its Donny asking if i'm coming today. Coming where? The fair. Okay i wasn't aware that we were going today but anywho i call my Mom, ask if i can go, she says i can and plans are set. Around 2 Donny picks me up with Richie and we go to pick up Danny. Danny says he can't go since he hasn't gotten in touch with his Dad yet and we're like "CALL! NOW!!!" His Dad picks up, says he can go, and we're off again. We go to my Mom's work to pick up money which is like a half an hour from Danny's house and then Donny realizes he doesn't know where hes going. Danny tries to give him directions, Donny doesn't think they are right, calls his mom, we end up 40 minutes away from where we were when he called. We all agree we're not going the right way and call my parents. They give us directions, we're in BFE currently. Make our way towards the right direction finally, pick up some donuts, get to the fair at like 5:30, 2 and a 1/2 hours in the car. We get in, our money immediatley begins to vanish before our eyes. I went on a bunch of insane rides i would never dream of going on and enjoyed all of them. On this one they played Ramstein and we were all like HELL YEAH!!! Everyone looked at us like we were insane, made it better. On "Express" we saw this Arabic woman with a headscarf on who was like 60 riding alone screaming, it was HILARIOUS!!! Richie got a picture. We all tried to do kartwheels in those giant cylinder things that go in circles at the end of funhouses and Danny and i were the only two to make it. Supporting our darwinistic theories, survival of the fittest the horror movie (don't worry, thats not supposed to make sense, haha). Danny discovered that we are "Dr. Donkey Kong" (DRDK=Danny, Richie, Donny and Kait) Funny shtuff. We went on a bunch of rides, ate more food, got caught in rain and left around 8:20. On the ride home Donny told us the story of the one eyed chicken chasing him and Richie told us of the time they messed with this kids head named Sherman. Weiiirrrddd stuff, hilarious, but weird, haha. Danny decides to stay over Donny's that night so we pick up his stuff from his Mom's and take this completely backwards way to my house, finally getting home at 9:45. Passed out a little while later.
Tonight/Today at Danny's and tomorrow i'm at Dolaya's. Spring break has never looked so good :)
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| All's well that ends well. |
[Mar 22 2004 ![]() 06:37pm] |
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Wow its been an interesting week... Week and a half? Not sure... In the last 2 weeks? Yeah... Little more then 2 weeks... ANYWHO! Lets try a quick catch up (HA! Me... a short entry... Not possible, i know)...
Don't know what happened 7th-10th. Lots of feelings the 11th- finally chillin out now. The 13th went to Evan's party. WOO HOO!!! Tons of fun, a LOT of people there, we played EXTREME! (vollyeball... only... every sport under the sun played with a volleyball, fun shit!) went in the jacuzzi, ate, talked, discovered a new religion and just chilled. Um... Spent the 14th doing this LOOONNNNGGG project for language arts... Sucked major ass to do it but it turned out really well. That whole week sucked between getting hit in the head with a volleyball, disecting fetal pigs in biology, and the obvious thing thats kept me upset this past couple days. Taylor brightened me up on Thursday (the 18th) when we went on early release day to Moe's with Narch and Alyssa C. and then everybody and their mother joined us (Meghan, Kt, Mike, Lxa, Remy, Riana, Ali, Rudy, Sarah, Paul, Bridgette, Zack, Carolyn, if i forgot you i'm sorry there were just too many people!!!) Tay and i went to TCBY after that, scarfed down parfaits and met up with Ali, Zack, Rudy and Sarah in front of Wild Oat's where we chilled for a while, went to Eckerds and Music works and then Taylor and i went back to Eckerds, bought some on sale Harry Potter valentines for like a buck and Taylor brought socks. We walked back to her house and wrote the valentines to give out the next day. Fun day with Tay, must do it again. Blair and i went to visit Martin at work later, scarfed down cheesecake and coffee and played Simpson's trivia then left. That was tons of fun. The 19th i did my project for math, not in the greatest mood but pulling through. Got 299 out of 300, woo hoo!!! Later took a test for history, A+. I'm liking this no study, get an A+ thing a lot!!! After school Danny came over, we dropped Desiree off then came here. Danny and i ate, talked, chilled, watched Monty Python and the Holy Grail, played Monopoly, watched the NFG dvd and talked some more. We were going to go see Oliver but we didn't have money and we didn't really feel like it. Great night, couldn't have asked for better. A crappy week can end awesome. Saturday i decided to clean my room for some strange reason, went to the amish farm with my mom, dad, Blair and Mike and got milkshakes and herb rolls, SCORE! Sunday i cleaned too, and did homework, finished Lord of the Flies... Yeah... Wasn't as bad as i thought, doesn't deserve a 2nd read though. Test on it on Tuesday... Woo friggin hoo. Today was fine, more then fine, great, a million and 2 pounds lifted off my shoulders, i'm back to normal and i can help out others, i'm Kait in SHIP SHAPE! That was way too corny... All that matters are things are better, better then before actually, and now i can BRRREEEAAATTHHHEEE :). Got Eby's stitches out from her being spayed a week or so ago, forgot about that. Sorry this entry was long, i'm making up for lost time. Thank you all for caring, i love you tons. Sometimes i just need time to be alone but your all always there when i need you and i thank you for that. I couldn't ask for more from everyone.
And now for a line from mythology to sum up my week or so and make this even more corny... :)
From chaos there was order.
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| Another crazy night for the books |
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School day was normal, i got my math test back... A+++!!! WOO HOO!!! My parents for the first time let me drive in a car with somebody my own age whom they didn't really know. WOO HOO!!! Kait is growing up... So Donny picked me up around 6:15 and we got to sunset around 6:30. We met up with our buddy Natalie at around 6:45 and we were hanging out all around the mall till like 7:15-7:30. We saw Narch and Caiti so that was cool, we chilled with them for a while as they attempted to be 18 to get tickets to eurotrip. We were going to see this movie called "Twisted" but Danny, Desi, Zach and Hannah didn't come till after the movie would've started. I wasn't too interested in seeing it, so i was okay. We all hung out, got ice cream and what not. Nicole showed up so that was cool too. We sat in this computer game store for a while, its kinda strange, people get sooo into it that its kinda creepy. Danny and i went to virgin and got a belated birthday present for Mike, Ferris Bueller's Day Off on DVD. He got the RHCP greatest hits CD and so we sat in the puppet show thingy in the kids section of barnes and noble listening to it. We later got a hackey sack and then met back up with everybody around 10, just in time to give Nicole her CD player back. I was tired and i had been hanging out with Natalie's earlier so as she was driving away i called her Natalie, and now i feel really bad about it, i didn't mean to :/ I'll tell her on monday. We were playing with the hackey sack after that and the security guy got pissed at us about that but not at the obvioulsy underage smokers next to us, whatever. Donny took all of us home and we all had to squish in... Wow that was the wierdest car ride ever. I got home around 10:45 and spend the rest of the night watching bevis and butthead. Today i think Dannys coming over and we're gonna watch a bunch of movies while consuming most if not all of the mint chocolate chip ice cream. Ta ta all!!! :)
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Monday after school Danny came over, twas fun :). Tuesday and Wednesday was FCAT. That means 3 or so hours of testing followed by talking with people and movies. In two days I saw most of Billy Madison, Castaway, Meet the Parents and Austin Powers. Yesterday wasn't the greatest day, little things were pissing me off. Oh well, no biggie, its one day. Today was great though. I got the highest grade in the class and possibly out of all the classes on the hardest test of the year in history. A+!!!!!!!! WOO HOO!!! I thought i failed. Uhhhh we got interms today, mines good, i haven't been forcing myself this year at all and i get A's, i love it!!! OH! I got in an argument with my bio teacher, shes being a HUGE bitch about the pig disection we're supposed to be doing. I refuse to do it. She kept saying i had said this stuff and she had just insinuated it. Whatever... I won't do it, she can't make me, if it takes not showing up to school that day then i'll do it, i will stand by my ethics. OH! Then she goes "Well then you shouldn't have paid lab fees." Um yeah... No one ever told me that i was paying to kill pigs. THANKS! Also, if i never paid fees i wouldn't get to graduate in 3 years or so, so i'm kinda backed into a corner now aren't i?! Whatever... I'm calm, i'm good :) hehe. Actually i'm hungry, i want Moe's, vegetarian sushi, root beer and mint chocolate chip ice cream... Just... Not... Together... Yeahhh, haha. Heres part of a conversation with Taylor that made me laugh, TAY YOU ROCK!!!
Tay: i think im going to the dollar store soon
Tay: lmao
Myself: HAHAHAHAHA
Myself: to get what?
Tay: i dunno
Tay: im excited
Tay: cause its like a suprise
Myself: whaaat?
Tay: you nevr kno what youll find
Tay: in a dolla store!
AHHHH!!! I forgot to add!!! PRE-PRODUCTION HAS STARTED ON THE WILLY WONKA AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY REMAKE WITH JOHNNY DEPP!!! Who's excited? KAIT'S EXCITED!!! :):):)
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Last night was a lot of fun. I got to Sara's around 7:45, Danny, Richie and Alix were already there. We talked for a while, played pool and ordered a pizza. Alix left around 9 cause she had something this morning. I hadn't chilled with Sara in a while so that was cool. We laughed a good 90% of the time, yes a lot of that time it was from Danny tickling me but hey laughters good stuff :) it was really great. I had to leave around 10.
Today i spent my day sleeping, watching tv, normal shtuff. My mom's best friend Sandy came over for a while and we were all talking. My brother Mike's birthday is coming up in a few days so we went out to dinner for it today. We got to Tony Roma's and had to wait a while. My other brother Danny bought this giant hooka, joy. It was weird, twice in the past week i've seen this girl who used to want to play with me when i was little, but was always really mean to me, neither of us say hi, haha. Ummmm, we finally got into the restaurant and the waiter was really nice to us. These kids at the table across from us spent the entire night staring at us... Just... Staring... At... Us... The... Entire... Night... At one point they just stood next to our table, staring, and Blair goes "Kait... Look at the kids" it was like children of the corn or something, hahahahhaa. The people started clapping and sang while they brought ice cream to Mike and they said it was the first time the whole restaurant joined in. Blair hates when people clap in rhythm, i felt bad for her. After we left we went to get a birthday cake at Publix. On the way down to Publix we had one of the weirdest conversations ever. I'm not going to put details, they kind of scared me at points, haha. I ate raindrops while waiting at Publix and sang along to the radio in the parking lot. Fun night with mi familia :) When we came home we ate cake and watched Forrest Gump. Tomorrow only comes around once every 4 years so i'm determined to make it interesting :) I suggest you do the same :P :).
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Uhhhhh lets see, where to start... Monday my bro Danny picked me up early and we went to get Moe's and Dairy Queen, fun afternoon with my brother, hes a really awesome guy, its great getting to just talk with him one on one sometimes :). Tuesday and Wednesday i don't think anything really particular happened.
Yesterday was a CRAZY day. I was a rebel for a while cause i really don't know why but eventually my conscious took over me and fessed up... Heres the crazy story...
After school i wanted to stay later so i did, i do this a lot, its not a big deal. I decided to take the city bus home with Ellice even though i'm not allowed to ride the city bus, i just figured it wouldn't be a big deal, thats the first thing i did wrong. Then Danny and i realized he had no ride home... So Ellice, Danny and i went on the bus. On the way the bus picked up Ellice's brother Elliot and we all decided to get slurpees, second thing i did wrong, my parents don't like me going near the main highway here. Anywho then we went back on the bus and Danny ran the rest of the way home. The bus dropped us off a couple block's from Ellice's and we walked the rest of the way back. Then i lied about everything when my mom picked me up. Man i felt like CRAP about it, i'm not one to be like this obviously so it sucked ass feeling like i had done all that crap... Its part of growing up i guess. I didn't even enjoy myself cause i was so nervous the whole time!!! We picked Danny up on the way home from Ellice's and i had a great night just hanging out with him but after he left i felt like CRAP about the whole lying thing and so at 12:30 AM i woke my mom up and spilled everything cause guilt was eating me alive... I'M SUCH A DORK!!! Hahahahhaa. Anywho, she didn't get mad, she could tell i was sorry, she just said to not do it again. WOOOOOO i'm relieved :). Hey if the worst thing i do is go get slurpees on city transit then i'm a poster child!
Today twas normal, going to my buddy Sara's tonight with her boyfriend Richie and Danny. Richie just happens to be one of Danny's good friends. It'll be great hanging with Sara, i haven't in too long. Ahywho talk to you all later! BYEEE!!! :)
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Friday i don't think anything happened in school, late to Cruz yet again and had a test in history. After school Danny and i chilled with everybody for a while since he had no practice. Mike brought his kittens and everybody was playing with them, they were so tiny!!! We walked to Ali's around 3:45 and chilled with her for a while. My mom picked us up from there around 5:30 and we came back here, watched the end of "Slackers" and ate dinner. Very low key but nice night, everything feels so normal now. :)
Saturday i called up Martine and we went to the fun fair at our old elementary school. It wasn't very fun... It loses luster every year... We spent 5 bucks on food each and just sat around and talked while eating and saw some of our old teachers and friends. Afterwards we walked back to my house and chilled. At 6 i went to pick up the Brand New cd for Katrina for her BDay but they were sold out of Deja Entendu. GRRRR!!! I got her a gift certificate instead, they'll get back in stock sometime. At best buy i saw my friend Maria who i haven't seen in MONTHS!!! I was so excited to see her up close again! At around 7 i got to Kat's. Rachel, Julie, Lauren, Liz and Caitlin were there. We ate, watched Castaway, (erm, parts of it) listened to music, talked, kinda played games and finally fell asleep around 2:30.
In the morning we ate donuts and continued talking. Fun shtuff :) My dad picked Julie and i up and we made plans for later. Around 4:45 Julz picked me up and then we went and picked up Danny. We met up with Gus and went to see "50 First Dates". It was kinda stupid at parts but overall it was one of the cutest movies i've ever seen! I'm not one to sit there and blubber at chick flicks, i rarely cry at movies, but at the end of this one i cried. Danny, Julz and Gus were mocking me for that one, haha. Afterwards we went to get ice cream and i got one of those bailey's shake things from hagen dazs and it made me sick since all i had eaten all day was junk. Oh well, i felt better soon. My dad picked Julz, Danny and i up at around 7:45 and we dropped them off. Ended my night with HW.
Today was normal, 6th period was incredibly boring and i have a good amount of homework for tonight. Ahhhh well, switched reunion next so i'm happy :)
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[Feb 19 2004 ![]() 09:21pm] |
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The last couple days haven't been too eventful as far as i can recall. Yesterday was a normal school day, watched some more insanely funny presentations in history, you don't learn much from them but there funny. After school i met up with my group for the math project and the one girl's mom picked us up. We went and got checkers then got to my house and worked until around 5.
Early release today. Nothing happened during school, Danny and i set up for my buddy Meghan to meet Danny's best friend Nick. At noon we got out, i got a piece of pizza and left around 12:30. I was going to walk to dunkin donut's with Narch, Alyssa, Remy, Lxa, Meghan and Riana but my dad said i couldn't go, gahhh. I got home, did the little bit of homework i had, listened to yellowcard and Danny called me around 3 after he got out of wrestling practice. We arranged for him to come over, as well as Nick and later possibly Meghan. A little while later Danny came over, followed by Nick. We looked at old yearbooks, sat by the fountain and talked, ate, played pool, played mario kart, ate some more, watched slackers, while eating pizza and then Donny came over. We didn't get to finish the movie and Meghan never came but we shall finish the movie one day and Meghan and Nick will meet. Danny, Donny and Nick left around 8, fun night :P. Now i'm making cookies for KATRINA'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!!! Happy Early Birthday Kat! Now i must get back to my cookies, g'nite all!!!
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| La la la |
[Feb 17 2004 ![]() 10:32pm] |
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I was going to post this part last night but then my mom and i got all bitchy at one another because she wanted to get something off ebay. Anywhooo... Yesterday was spent watching tv and what not until i went over Danny's around 6. I tried a new kind of easy mac, it was good, the end :). Okay not really the end, just the end of that part... We watched Willy Wonka and the chocolate factory, my favorite movie of all time, i can't wait for the remake with Johnny Depp!!! We hung out around his house and his dad and him took me home around 9:30.
This morning went to school as usual, normal day, did my cell diagram presentation, then got to spend the rest of class eating my cell, mmmmmm caaakkkkeee. My presentation in history went ehhhhh. It wasn't really entertaining but we did well on the info part, which is technically all we should need to do, and, it was "creative". After school Ellice came over and we chilled for a while, my TWIN!!! Blair thought it would be cool to go try on ugly shtuff, i don't know why thats always so entertaining but it really was. Heres the worst of the worst for each of us:
Blair's: A dress we dubbed "the jellyfish dress" it was pink and all bunched up and tight at the top, and towards the bottom it had different length ruffles coming down, it resembled a jellyfish.
Ellice's: This non-matching skirt and shirt that supposedly matched, it was different types of stripes in shades of brown with this weird circular clasp thingy in the front.
Mine: BRIGHT PINK combo of parachute pants with buckles and this lacey corset type tank top... AHHHHHH.
Okay that is all. Tomorrow i have my math group project after school, should be interesting. G'nite for now :P.
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[Feb 16 2004 ![]() 11:51am] |
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HA! France banned red bull, i find that hilarious!!!
I don't have too much more to write... Gonna chill with Danny later... That cake i took forever making for class yesterday is melting or something which pisses me off mucho... I should be doing my laundry but i'm not... This is the shortest and most pointless entry i've had in a while... The End :)
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| A week in review |
[Feb 15 2004 ![]() 07:21pm] |
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Group projects and what not made up a good part of the week. Supposedly Cruz was crying Friday during school, dunno why. I got smacked in the head with a basketball on thursday, HARD, might have had a concussion, i shall never know since i never went to the doctor, but i was SOOO dizzy, it sucked ass. I went to the doctor tuesday though, said my eye was fine, didn't know what was wrong with it. GAH, oh well, it'll stop being a bitch eventually.
Friday after school Ellicey came over and we ate pizza and had a mario kart dual. She won i think, hahaha. She gave me this super cool spray stuff, i lurv it!!!
Saturday twas valentines day of course. Narch and Melanie came over at like 10:30 after i watched Slackers with my bro Danny and Blair. Funny movie!!! After they got here we made chocolate chocolate chip muffins and had another mario kart dual. After Melanie left, Narch and i dressed Narch up as a christmas tree for some strange reason. It was hilarious though. Danny called and said he was getting to leave early from this matches since he had fractured his rib(s) or done something to hurt them. So after Narch left we picked Danny up and he came over for dinner and to just chill. He gave me this adorable bear and the sweetest card i've ever recieved in my life, really, it made me all teary-ful, haha. He left around 10.
Today i did homework all day, made a cell diagram, stupid daunting shit but it turned out well. I also have to read lord of the flies which sucks ASS. Anywho, tomorrow i get to be with Danny so all is well :) Ta ta for now all!!! :)
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| It has not been a great day |
[Feb 09 2004 ![]() 10:39pm] |
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Thank you however to those that have perked me up. You all rock!
Sunday i cleaned my room on my own free will for some strange reason. I also did homework, that was all i believe. Casey got attacked by this persons dog but shes okay.
Today i was awaken by my mom saying we were going to go meet with Cruz in 15 minutes, it was like some sick nightmare. I get to school with my parents bright and early and i'm figthing with my mom the entire way over about how she never told me about this even though she insisted she had and how i was saying that i now wished i had said nothing. When we get into the office it was my councelor, Cruz, and my parents. She insisted that i was cheating and she also said that since we were making a big deal out of this she should as well and refer it to the "honor council." Stupid whore i hate her!!! I was slightly late to her class and then she was all sweet, saying she had seen my name in the paper, yeah whatever bitch. 2nd period math my quiz didn't go that great, i might have gotten a C. PE sucked, i don't like basketball, i'm really bad at it. I finally got to see Danny before 4th. 4th was normal, something with amino acids or proteins... Yeah... Don't quite get it. Got a new group project in history, crap, i hate those. My eye was hurting me then too, its been red for some reason the past two weeks and i don't have pink eye, i don't drink and i don't smoke so EVERYONE STOP ASKING!!! 6th we went over "magnified moments" oh joy........ Fun......... After school Ellice came over :) That was cool, she had never seen my house before. We were about to drop Ellice off when i got a call from Danny saying he doesn't think he has news that will make my day any better... Oh joy... First thought is this kid Allen got hurt and so he has to go to districts on Valentine's day. I wasn't quite off... It wasn't Allen however it was Trevor and therefore Danny has to wrestle off John to see and he normally beats John... Which means if Trevor is hurt and Danny beats John which he probably will... I won't be with him on most of Valentine's day... Maybe i'll go to districts with him. I was really upset but Blair and Ellice tried to cheer me up. Blair wanted to go shopping so on the way to the mall we decided to pick up Mike and went and shopped. Blair got shoes, 2 cd's, a cd case and chocolate. I just got chocolate :). Casey threw up before dinner which wasn't cool. Now that i've vented i feel much better. *Breathes a sigh of relief* Thank you for listening to me rant :):):)
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